Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Then, this morning when I was pulling cards I got letting go (Zen tarot) and it talked about letting go of a home or something that you have identified yourself with so that you can be ready to accept the gift that is being given to you presently. As I was reading this, Elizabeth appeared behind Jim and said "The church hasn't sold becuase you are holding on to it as a safe guard, a what if, and I am here because you are not fully here. I am holding the space but only for a little".
Could this Elizabeth be my spirit from the past? It was quite an epiphany for me when she said that I was holding the church as a safeguard. Which, of course, means now I can let it go and the sale will move foreward quite quickly.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
My friend Corbie (a great psychic and all around super person) asked if I would write an article for her newsletter explaining what I do. I didn't know if I could do that because as most of us are aware, sometimes what we do is just what we do... Its in our blood, and articulating it so that it can be understood by another can sometimes not be so easy (at least for me). So, below is the article - hope you enjoy it!
September 24, 2001 was a day that changed my world. I was in a serious automobile accident that smashed my left side and made it impossible for me to “do for myself”. I spent three months in a hospital bed healing and was unable to “busy” myself with responsibilities (should’s, need to do, expected from me’s). I had to be quiet and LISTEN to my internal voice and the voices of those that may not be seen by the physical eye. That eventful day was my first introduction as an adult to my blue angel, Mary. She “appeared” in my front seat and I heard very clearly... “you’re gonna be hurt, but your gonna be fine”. I was not afraid. I did not see the other car smash into me. I let go. I said to Creator... “take me fast, or let me know why I’m still here” and again Mary said to me... “In time”. Short and sweet. Simple.
During my time of quiet I had a number of “other worldly” experiences. The one that remains with me even today is this: As I was just starting to wake up one morning and I was still in that place between the worlds, I saw what I think of as fairies, like tinkerbell in PeterPan. They were sparkling light that was above hovering above the crown of my head and they looked the same as the sparkles that you see when the sun shines over a new fallen snow. As I was witnessing this energy, it moved inside. To me it was as if I was inside my body traveling through my blood stream to the broken parts, actually being part of the sparkling energy. As that energy filled the injured parts they were suddenly appearing to me to be “fixed” and “whole”. The entire experience gave to me a deep sense of trust. Trust in myself, trust in the Universe, trust in humanities amazing
ability to heal, trust in what I have been shown and the “knowing” that I have, simply put it is really just trust in the process.
I have stood in this energy and lived by it ever since. It has guided me to know what is best for me, and it has been present during good times and challenges, and it has never left me doubting. It is the energy that I connect with when I do my work... It's the energy that I humbly offer to those who wish to heal.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Saturday, October 3, 2009
The Master reminds me to just be. Not to be higher or lower than anyone else, just to be, to know and to hold space for those who wish to participate. This is a great card today because it is the Paint the Town Pink event in our little village. This is a Breast Cancer Awareness event and I will be at Bun Apetite bakery on the deck talking about ways to support those challenged with cancer and those who are holding the space for them.
Lots of times we pray (in whatever way that is for each one of us personally) for the person who actually has the cancer, but we forget the family and friends of that person. This job, the job of supporter, is also very challenging. The supporters present as "strong" and they (many times) are not given the space to just fall apart and express their fear, sadness, and also joy at being able to be the supporter.
Cancer can be an opportunity for families to heal, for individuals to become whole, and for communities to come together without "stuff"... They get to SEE the person, and cancer is the great equalizer - it doesn't choose someone with no money, or someone who has struggled in their life, or someone who has the picture perfect life. It affects everyone.
So, back to the Master... I beleive I chose this card today because I am being reminded that just because I am the "Therapist" it does not make me any more or less than the person challenged with the "dis-ease". We share space, we share love, we hope for the highest good for all involved and sometimes we let go.
My hope for those I meet today is that they follow the path that is right for them to find and become whole!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
All day long we cried everytime we saw something of hers. By the evening we started to feel less sadness and this morning we are feeling grateful that she didn't have to suffer any longer and that she was able to cross very peacefully... She will be missed.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
On another note, I just got the new Abraham DVD about being in the vortex. Watching tonight after work and will let you know how it is. If you are interested in borrowing, let me know that too!!
Enjoy your beautiful day!
Monday, September 21, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
I have recently been "planted" right in the middle of LOTS of male energy. It is quite impressive that I am able to hold my own feminine energy while still swimming in such testosterone... I understand that women and men both have male and female energy and that within ourselves we balance that energy all the time, but to have so much surrounding me has been quite a test, and I am loving it! Here is a photo of "the boys" taken this morning early before movement was really happening... Quite a lovely feeling!
Friday, September 18, 2009
Where does your true nourishment lie?
In the past four years I have been given the gift of intense change. I have moved twice and am now moving once again. In this transition I am offered the possibility of learning even more about what truly nourishes my soul. I have trimmed the edges and left go of, given away, many possessions; have re-”thought” many beliefs; have experienced loss of friendships; have worked on many creative ventures; have experienced “empty nest” as my youngest child left for college; and the list could go on...
Here is where my true nourishment lies: love and joy. Its that simple. If you are FEELING (and notice that the word is capitalized...) good because you are experiencing love from self, a partner, children, friends, community, etc., then you are truly nourished. Things don’t nourish. They create diversions so that you don’t have to FEEL. Where you live, what car you drive, what kinds of clothes you wear, what labels you have given yourself or been given - all of these things cannot and do not feel. They are things - things that come and go and serve a purpose. Yes, it is wonderful to live in a place that supports your life purpose, and it is wonderful to drive a car that you FEEL happy about being in on the road, and that you FEEL gratitude that you can be clean, fed, have water, etc... But, when you are in the arms of your lover, or kissing your childs face, or hugging your aging parents, or praying for someone who is suffering then you are truly nourished. And it is because you are connected!
So, be grateful for the things in your life, but be nourished by the love you give and receive every moment! Peace be with you!!!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
As I sit here beside myself looking deeply, wondering is it worth it? Is my job here to experience the far right of pain, physical and within my soul and then left swings the scale and my heart is so full of love and gratitude. Must I have these challenges to see? I do see. May I always know how to decipher the messages. Are they in my head or do I reach out and pluck them from the vast experiences of all.
I ask myself, “who am I to you”? How do I know the answer? Have I always known? Is the coming and going of love a gift? Another chance to teach and learn about this most amazing energy and its different shapes and layers? How do I accept that love and still protect my heart? Do I practice living in the moment without regard for future consequence? Will it break me? NO! I am reminded to go within my heart, through skin and muscle and connective tissue to the covering of the heart. I explore this pulsing protective covering and I find I slip around to the back door. I pull the door and it sticks. I pull a bit harder and it is open and the light inside is so powerful I am left speechless. In awe that this beauty is housed within my heart, and all hearts. I must speak from my heart. This light full of color will be released and spill out on those who my words touch. So precious is this knowledge that I have buried it for years.
My reality is changing and expanding like a pregnant belly. That secret, that life about to be – not fearful, but active and ready. Contractions… this birth of myself. I am ready to be expressed.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
This past weekend there was a healing and psychic event in The Sanctuary. It was fabulous and the Ladies were ever present. I also felt the presence of Grandmother Margaret from the 13 Indigenous Grandmothers Council. The picture here was taken by my sister-in-law while I was "having a conversation" with Grandmother Margaret in spirit. Notice the portal to the spirit realm (orb) around my head. It was quite a "ride" for me. Enjoy the day!
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Friday, August 7, 2009
Seems to me many people I have talked to lately are being shaken up and their molecules are being rearranged... So last night I drummed with the full moon for myself and all others who may have experienced a little shaking up. Hope is all we have... and it is good!
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
By: Carol L. Hill
August 3, 2009
Scanning, endlessly; profiles of promises
Profiles of lies, dishonest intent. Some claim
Hurt has brought them here, some profess
They are looking for someone dear.
Non-intimate, an open bar room of tasteful
And tantalizing treats. Some claim “friendship“,
While they are professing the same to another.
An easy place to meet, to break and release…no faces
No emotions, no burdens of someone else’s pain to
No need for truth here, no need for man or women
Of any “substance“. Pages and pages of deceptive
Lures, lies, or at best half truths. Some married,
Some so consumed with the hateful consuming
Pains of past relationships…that any lonely soul
Will do. “She hurt me now look…I’ve now hurt you!”
Like an insane orgy of hurtful souls, computer
Love has gotten old. When true love is there, when
It find me…it will not be through the fake faces of
the profiles I read…
Computer love… nope, it just ain’t no damn place for a
Woman like me.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
“Beyond the issue of poor nutritional quality are methods of food production and distribution that have additional negative effects on human and environmental health. These methods have contributed to the development of antibiotic resistance; air and water pollution; contamination of food and water with animal waste, pesticides, hormones, and other toxins; increased dependence on nonrenewable fossil fuels (including fertilizers); and a food system that is increasingly vulnerable to accidental or intentional contamination. These methods of food production and distribution are inherent parts of the prevailing agricultural system, which is may be referred to as “conventional farming, modern agriculture, or industrial farming.”
In other words, it’s time to find a new way of doing things.
As part of the AMA policy resolution:
- That our AMA support practices and policies in medical schools, hospitals, and other health care facilities that support and model a healthy food system, which provides food and beverages of naturally high nutritional quality, is environmentally sustainable and economically viable, and supports human dignity and justice.
- That our AMA encourage the development of a healthier food system through the US Farm Bill and other federal legislation.
- That our AMA consider working with other health care and public health organizations to educate the health care community and the public about the importance of healthy and ecologically sustainable food systems.
According to the same Council on Science and Public Health report “Optimal public health requires a good, healthy food supply, but the United States cannot have a good, healthy food supply without a sustainable food system.”
Monday, June 22, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
This statement is screaming at me today. Many conversations in my little village lately about "change" but it is fascinating to me that those speaking about change are doing the same things that have always been done -- I hear "that's the way its always been done" and other cliche's.
It makes me crazy (eeeeeeekkk).
In my opinion (and remember this is only my opinion and not meant to judge anyone elses thoughts) our best bet is to all get together... Create community... STOP the madness... Do and think differently - it is safe! The Universe WILL provide! Lets NOT do what has always been done, lets DARE to be different, lets LISTEN to our hearts and remember we ALL want to be happy. Okay, there I have opened the door, peeked inside, and wow have I seen an amazing future - which begins right now in this moment!